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i decided to go on the wild rose detox cleanse again. last time it was so successful, i was offered a new job! not kidding.

i started the 12-day cleanse yesterday morning and the cupcakes (yes, both of them) were devoured by last night.

and here's the thing: THIS TIME, i'm not going deny myself food that is forbidden during the cleanse.

because, you see, LAST TIME i was little miss perfect and stayed the course with eating only what's allowed which is just basically vegetables and fish and poultry. but LAST TIME, i experienced a lot of self-hate due to the inner battle of staying the course vs. eating what i want to eat because i found i was constantly hungry.

and hunger is the reason why the cabbage soup diet recommended by my brother utterly failed earlier this year. basically, 5 minutes after consuming a large bowl of soup, i would feel hungry again.

anyways, so i'm on the cleanse and taking all the cleanse pills and trying to stick to the approved list of foods but if i'm particularly hungry, then TOO DAMN BAD for the cleanse cuz i'm gonna eat whatever i want AND not feel guilty about it.

i say NO to cleanse guilt.